When the ambience smells bunga rampai...

It must be a wedding, and it was a good friends' one. 5 weddings in a row, i manage to catch 3, leaving the other 2 with i-promise-i'll-get-u-a-wedding-gift-later sms, which the later seems barely exist and now I regret of why did I get the idea to promise such a thing, where I can simply say a simple congratulations. Anyway, seeing those friends getting married is a once in lifetime experience (unless they are lucky enough to have a second, or third chance), it is more about undescribe emotions, looking back at those happy and sour episodes when they were in my life. Still they are friends for keep, only that the barrier will be even higher and the ratio of time allocation for friends with respect to wife/husband will definitely goes smaller, or zero perhaps. That is the cycle. To be frank, I somehow feel the lost, as they are friends who always there for me, listening to my endless grumbles, friends who really see I grow up and how I changes into what I am today.
To Intan, you're always my godmother, no other friend has ever willing to put nail polish on my toes and kiss my underarm other than you. To Epoqo, knowing you is such a wonderful friendship- experience, knowing your girlfriend is such a nightmare, thanks for the initiative to introduce us. To Kiki, other guy would rather ignore me, but you were always there to accompany me for my monthly ritual to Aunty tailor and PMC.
To all, I am happy that you are all happy (yeah.. lame).

It's a beautiful day, indeed

Perhaps, today i could have feel happier than I am now, surrounding by smiling faces all around, goodies scattered around. Thought it could be the best birthday gift. Thought I'm the lucky girl. But God loves me more than anyone else I guess. Sometimes, the most well-planned thing has the biggest possibility to get ruined because God is too great. He has better plan for a better me. All the while, He pour me with all the bling bling, the journey towards adulthood seems smooth and life can be consider easy, not much hassle. Look positively at the hurts , it is just a wee test from Him.
I was not running, I was just trying to find serenity and the place, the companion that I chose is the perfect ones that I could ever get in this point of time. It is just a bless waking up out of old wooden bed, scenic sea view in front, coconut tree all around and unknown faces that really help the healing. There were Jane the residence dog soft barking, the waves and the winds, all soothing my ear. Diving into the sea again does really brighten the emotion, watching big, pink stingray's couple kissing at Thai Wreck did somehow created an envy in me. Lots of lesson learned during the get-away, I must admit. Be it good or bad, life has to move on. My late father might be seeing all these from far, but fret not, he had left me the greatest treasure, my mom..